Spell D.E.A.D
I'm really going to flung my Jap Mid Term Test which could probably cost 50% of my life. This simple comic depict my entire mind before, during and after the whole test:
Feelin' really sleepy. Busy with NDP till 9p.m and rushed down to Clarke Quay to celebrate Ting's birthday. I missed her birthday dinner. Apologies but at least i made it for coffee session which ended about 1a.m. I knocked out at 2a.m.
1. Although I am tired, I didn't really sleep well. I know myself too well. When I'm feeling frustrated or thinking too much (which happens lately), I'm not sleeping 100%. Did a second revision despite I went through once on Friday night. I've zero confidence. Before I left, my mum leave me with a few words "不用担心，这只是课外的".
2. The sensei bombarded us with lots of information, did a very last minute revision - which I hate as we're humans afterall. Tell me, out of 100%, how much are you able to absorb last minute.
3. The moment he handed us the paper, my mind went totally blank! Its almost like everything is so NEW to me. Ever been through this kind of feeling before? You start to feel a bit panicky, insecure and starts to spell D.E.A.D!
4. I've a feeling that I'm either gonna fail or do very badly for this paper. Everyone is telling me its an extra curricular activity, still, its about results at the end of the day. Pass or fail just tells so much about oneself. For that, my face is darker and blacker than charcoal.
I still can't get over it.
